Saturday, June 13, 2009

Let the Church Bells Ring

Dear World,

So I mentioned before that I was invited to Nick's (my ex-boyfriend) commitment ceremony with his current boyfriend, Danny. I got an invitation via a facebook event......... traditional I know. How awkward is this? I was sitting there debating if I should put "attending" "not attending" or "maybe." My gut was telling me to click "not attend" but then I thought he is going to think I'm really immature. And if this was his way of making me jealous, denying his invitation would just confirm it. I don't support this ceremony/wedding thing at all, not because I'm some bitter ex-boyfriend cause I'm definitely not, but because this relationship is so fucked up, and let me tell you why.

A couple of months ago Nick caught his boyfriend cheating on him! I heard through the grape vine that Danny met up with some random guy over facebook, and they had sex. Gross. How could you date someone like that anyways? And let me tell you, Danny, is 30 years old, ten years older then Nick. They are just at different points in their lives. Of course Danny wants to settle down, he is so much older. And trust me, he has the mark of a man going through a mid-life crisis. And by "mark" I mean a super botoxed face. Now I know why he's living in his car, because he used all his money on botox. Every time he takes a picture he strikes this really awkward fierce pose. It's a cross between a frightened deer and a startled girl. But that's besides the point.

I honestly don't know why Nick wants me there. I feel like Lauren Conrad, except I'm not getting paid thousands of dollars to attend this wedding. I can't stand the sight of Nick. When I look at him, I just see that imagine of him crying on my lawn begging me not to leave him (to learn more about this click here). But I've decided to just go. I guess it could be fun, free alcohol. Just come and show him how much I've changed. I'll bring a boy, a hot one too from my fraternity. A lot of the guys in my fraternity would get a kick out of going to a gay ceremony and wouldn't ask too many questions if I told them free booze. Maybe I can convince my dad to let me take the Bentley.

So I'm going to go. Maybe their commitment/marriage will work out? Who knows? Because really the only people that understands their relationship is them. And if they really feel the need to commit to each other, then go right ahead. Who am I to judge? I just feel absolutely nothing for him, nothing but disgust. He has screwed me over in so many ways. This was a really immature post, but I don't care. Suck it.


Anonymous

9 comments:

silverrrcloud said...

Dude,

Go, show off with your hot frat dude, drop the Bentley bit, wish them good luck and move on to new conquests...

SC

S said...

At least your ex doesn't send you random text messages telling you nasty shit then blaming you for the shit he writes.

BTW, I'm free if you want to take me to the wedding...

Aek said...

Wow, awkward situation. But I suppose it's good to go, show your token support, be civil, and move on.

secret blogger said...

dude,
the first thing to do is not to fret about if that 30 year old guy is good enough for him or not, just dont think about it, thats his life, if you think about it then u will go crazy. if he wants to date a botoxed 30 year old then its upto him. so just dont think about it. k. but im happy you are taking a hot dude with ya.
"It's a cross between a frightened deer and a startled girl. But that's besides the point" this comment got me seriously LOLING lol. talk soon. get aim and add me.

Grand said...

hahaha i kinda love this post. let him do whatever he wants. that whole relationship just sounds kinda odd. i envy you for having a bentley to ride in hehe. always wondered what its like to ride in a car that costs that much

Ryam said...

"It's a cross between a frightened deer and a startled girl" lol you are so funny.

Anonymous Blogger said...

Silverrrcloud- thanks, I think that is what I am gonna do.

S- If I knew you, I might just take you. Lol are you even in the southern california area?

Aek- Yea, that is always what I am going for, but actually doing it, is a lot harder.

Secret Blogger- I already have an aim, but I don't really log onto my blogger aim. Maybe we should just exchange personal SN's? Idk i'll email you.

Grand- thanks for loving this post. And having a bentley to ride in, isn't that great. lol. My dad should get a maybach...yea right........

Ryam- I think you misspelled your name. lol. But thanks for thinking I'm funny.

dannie said...

i thought the same thing while reading your post about Lauren's debate of whether or not to attend speidi's wedding. it's really big of you to attend the the ceremony, and it really shows how mature you are.

Vincent said...

oh dear, just be glad u are not stuck wit him any longer



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